it's 5 am i'm wide awake and feelin' dumb 
waitin' for a phone call that ain't [bad word] 
and i'm tryin' to make sense of the time we spent 
i'm clueless waitin' for you to give me the hint 
how we went from being what i thought was connected 
it is hard for me not to put it in perspective 
i never required you to make a choice 
but i wanted you to be excited by the sound of my voice 
and somewhere along the line i became a burden 
how and why exactly it happened i'm not certain 
if for better or for worse 
wrong or right 
that i know is i am thinking of you day and night 
i can't quite understand why you ignore me 
do you just not feel good enough for me 
or was i just a distraction from your everyday doin's 
and you started feelin' bad when i was catchin' feelings 
did you think it was easier just to end 
than to tell me that you only want to just be friends 
it's a shame you couldn't show me just a little respect 
cause now i'm already done with you and onto the next 

you've been 
on my mind 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 
on my mind 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 

i believe in breathing deep 
no defeat 
not enough sleep 
i keep my feelings mostly to myself 
except in times when i need help 
i hesitate to let you in 
even though i know you want to be friends 
i can't begin to make amends 
with my fears inside 
they make me spin 
in the wrong direction 
am i only projecting? 
should i instead be looking at my own reflection? 
i reject the notion of being boring 
i seek the adventures that leave me scoring 
in the morning, through the day, and back into the night 
but i'm still trying for the person who treats me right 
you're out of sight, but not out of mind 
what was the reason for the two of us to find each other 
in this town full of everyone else's lovers 
i know i [bad word] up, that's plain to see 
but let me know if there's a second chance for me 'cause 

you've been 
on my mind 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 
on my mind 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 

(tender forever speaks french) 

you've been 
on my mind 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 
on my mind 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 
on my mind 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 
on my mind 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 

pick your heart up off the ground 
(on my mind) 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 
pick your heart up off the ground 
(on my mind) 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 
pick your heart up off the ground 
(on my mind) 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with 
pick your heart up off the ground 
(on my mind) 
but i'm tryin to get rid of all these feelings that i'm dealing with