I tell you a story 
I swear it is [bad word] 
I never met a girl
I despise more than you

day by day it is hard to handle 
this [bad word] mess inside my head 
a dance on the edge of the heart 
so ugly 
so starved
and if this curtain falls 
you’ll be nothing more than a [bad word] 
I’ve given up and always too much
what you’ve given to me? 
nothing less than a touch 
you try to drag me down 
but I’m so much stronger today
you’re [bad word] worthless 
like…
the cig’s in your ashtray 

do you remember?
I’ve given up myself
don’t want to feel this way again 
 [bad word] you [bad word] 
say goodbye

do you remember?
my world turns into a lie
don’t want to feel this way again 
 [bad word] you [bad word] 
say goodbye

with every step you changed your face 
your greatest pleasure was 
my moments of disgrace
the [bad word] with you
you mentally retarded [bad word] 
I’ve tried my best again and again
always cursed the moment 
where it began
so many times you made me feel 
that I’ve been the mistake in your life
thank you for nothing
for all your lies

you try to drag me down 
but I’m so much stronger today
you’re [bad word] worthless 
like..
the cig’s in your ashtray 

do you remember?
I’ve given up myself
don’t want to feel this way again 
 [bad word] you [bad word] 
say goodbye

do you remember?
my world turns into a lie
don’t want to feel this way again 
 [bad word] you [bad word] 
say goodbye

 [bad word] you [bad word]  you’re nothing to adore!
 [bad word] you [bad word]  you’re nothing to adore!
and if this curtain falls
you will be nothing but a…
and if this curtain falls
you will be nothing but a…
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