Your patronizing stare can watch me heal.
What I would give for you to take the wheel?
It's been a long [bad word] 
The strong resemblance to my mother's womb
Is the reason why I will not leave this room
It's been a long [bad word] 
The lack of self-esteem has grown on me
I'm not as strong as I appear to be
It's been a long [bad word] 
My lullaby sounds more like distant screams
I wake up sleep deprived after every dream
It's been a long [bad word] 
My flesh makes little [bad word] to yours
I wish my restlessness would open doors
It's been a long [bad word]