"House Is Not My Home"

Well I'm tired, so tired of getting up and wasting another day 
I wish the picture on the wall would still say it all
But now yesterday is so far away 
And I would give anything, say anything 
To keep it all like it was 
But you just throw it all away
And I think this house is not my home 
I think that I'd rather be alone tonight 
I'm trying, trying to fake it 
I'm tired, so tired, of giving up and taking all the blame 
I wish the shouting and the fights would stop for the night 
Can't close my eyes and make them all go away 
And I would give anything, say anything 
To keep it all like it was 
But you just throw it all away
 
[Repeat [bad word] 

This is the part where you say 
You can't stay together just for me 
This is the part where you make me choose 
On whose side I want to be 
This is the part where you decide 
What's going to be best for me 
This is the start 
Now we grow apart [x2]

[Repeat [bad word]