I don't know how life should 
go on when there's no end 
Even if I keep walking pass the helping-hand 
Fearing where to go and 
knowing my soul can't withstand 
is breaking something in half 
inside my broken self 
There might be a way to get out 
Yet I didn't find out how 
So I'll keep waiting for that door 
And though my body starts to rot 
and my mind's starting to chop 
I'm still believing in the light 
I've broken once, and got up again 
I've broken twice- it was the same 
But despite all that, I'm now reaching my end 
It seems like I cannot turn back 
I don't know how I should 
go on when there's no end 
Even if I keep holding out the seeking-hand 
Not knowing where to go and 
feelings, my soul can't withstand 
Words 're breaking something in half 
I SEE THEM CUT IN SKIN 
The blood is dripping down the knife 
"Why can't you just end your life?" 
question, which is repeating 
And now THEIR body starts to rot 
and their minds 're starting to chop 
I lost my belief in the light 
"I've broken once, and got up again" 
I've broken thrice, it wasN'T the same 
"It's enough, I reached my limit just right now"
You're seeking for a stop? (lol) 
Dancing in my head. 
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears
 (And see [bad word] down your cheeks, and please your fears) 
If you try [bad word]  they'll drag you down and tear you in their filthy sphere 
(And you ain't going anywhere) 
(Your life's our game now) 
If this is the ending... 
"We're just at the beginning." 
Watching, not able to do anything. 
They are sucking out your blood 
(You're falling to the ground with such a weakly thud...) 
I don't know how I should 
go on when there's no end... 
(We are eating your heart, 
and break down your defense) 
Just right now I stopped holding out the seeking hand 
(Your [bad word] dry. 
We are so hungry for more!) 
I've broken [bad word] 
Got up again. 
But now I give in to their reign. 
"YES, that's right you fool. 
 [bad word] follow [bad word] " 
Parasites 're eating through 
 [bad word] with my head. 
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears (And see them sucking out your blood, increase your fears) 
If you've tried [bad word]  they dragged you down and teared you in their filthy sphere 
(And you are staying forever) 
If this is now ending... 
"We're still at the beginning." 
Watching, not able to do anything. 
They are hungry for your soul. 
They're eating and singing, repeating 
Feel the magic poured into your veins, while sipping on the devil's cup 
(Sacrificing your  [bad word]  body and soul) 
Feel how your pith's getting [bad word]  until it breaks, just like an egg cracks up. 
(XXXXX XXXX XXXX) (ksjigzniortfzcurllolgrn) (...My life's a game now...) 
LA LA LA 
LA LA LA 
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA 
Forced a smile. 
Cheerily singing, 
until my Asthma [bad word] to end.