There’s nothing left to take, but I still try to reach
Try to swallow it all down, yet I can’t seem to breathe
Just a single pill of mine, nothing else would suffice
I take it in, now I’m alive

My phone is set on lock and I don’t really care
There’s a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair
I’m a tragedy, I’m ugly, I’m trying to hide
I say “Hello” then wave “Goodbye”

See me fall down
Let me die here, slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace of honesty

I’m to blame
So I’ll remain
‘Black’, ‘White’, ‘Day’, ‘Night’
It’s all the same

See [bad word] down
Cut away, no worries
Say no more
I can surely say that I’ve “had enough”
I still refuse to believe

Everyday would be the same
Nothing more, little change
If I cared, it would mean nothing
It’s all such a pain
Friendly bonds are so unneeded
I don’t give a [bad word] 
busy life, is what I am

Could it be, that ‘family’ was a way of escape?
Didn’t know if it was right, so I threw it away
Couldn’t take it anymore, I had taken enough
So then I hid my need for ‘love’

Lay me right down
Let me sleep
I’m restless
Cover my eyes
When I’m up
I’ll finally
Fade away
Here
Today

Give me a reason,
Then I’ll stay

If I could fly
If for only a moment
There wouldn’t be, such a need for casualty
I’m alone, and that is how it’ll be

Why does everything I do cause tragedy?
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here?
Why do I feel so empty inside?
I only want to die…

See me fall down
Let me die here
Slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace of honesty

I’m to blame
So I’ll remain
‘Black’, ‘White’, ‘Day’, ‘Night’
It’s all the same

See [bad word] down,
Cut away, no worries
Say no more
I can surely say that “I’ve had enough”

I can’t remember…

That very day
That very day
Changed me

Happiness died
Like a light
I carried

I’ll sleep tonight
And hope to finally leave..

world which I don’t believe..

life which I don’t need..

Now, I’ll finally be free…