Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
Isn't something missing?

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
I that unimportant...?
I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me? 

Even though I'm the sacrifice, 
(There's something inside me that pulls beneathe the surface, )
You won't try for me, not now. 
(Consuming...)
(This lack of self control I fear is never ending)
Though I'd die to know you love me
(Controlling...)
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me? 

 [bad word]  endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced
there’s just too much pressure to take]

I've felt this way before
So insecure…

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out:
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real 

Crawling in my skin
(There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface)
These wounds they will not heal
(Consuming...)
Fear is how I fall
(This lack of self control I fear is never ending)
Confusing what is real 
(Controlling...) 

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(can you stop the fire? please.. please.. please..
and "you can't stop the fire)
I've felt this way before
So insecure 
(can you stop the fire? please.. please.. please..
and "you can't stop the fire)
My walls are closing in