Lyrics: 
Sometimes I crave the dirt
Sometimes I wanna feel low
Sometimes I crave the hurt
Sometimes I wanna let go

Cause on sunny days 
All I see is the rain 
I know that this warmth cannot last
And these doctors wanna put a name 
To my feelings, to my brain
Before they’ve ever lived my past

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
I’m feeling so empty 
I’m thinking these drinks can fill me up and I’m wrong again 
Singing these songs again
Lost in my mind 
The end is near I can feel it 
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
I know you're hurting too 
Can we just accept the [bad word] 
That we're not here for any good reason
Just remind me to breathe in
I'll remind you to breathe in

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you