Harry, are you ever sorry you got married?

you're always sorry
you're always grateful
you're always wondering
what might have been
then she walks in
 
and still you're sorry
and still you're grateful
and still you wonder
and still you doubt
and she goes out
 
everything's different
nothing's changed
only maybe slightly re-arranged
 
you're sorry/grateful
regretful/happy
why look for answers
when none occur?
you always are
what you always were
which has nothing to do with/
all to do with her
 
you're always sorry
you're always grateful
you hold her, thinking:
"I'm not alone."
...you're still alone
 
you don't live for her
you do live with her
you're scared she's starting
to drift away
and scared she'll stay
 
good things get better
bad get worse
wait...i think i meant that
in reverse
 
you're sorry/grateful
regretful/happy
why look for answers
when none occur
you'll always be
what you always were
which has nothing to do with/
all to do with her