I'm just a little child
And mad just little bit
You'll be just greatly kind
Not to treat me like a [bad word] I'm just a funny clown
You're laughing when i cry
You're fond of put me down [bad word] when i die.

This fight i can’t win
It’s always the same
Defeating my dream
Deleting my name
But still in my heart
I cannot agree
You threw me apart
But you’re my reason to live

And it lasts for so long
I don't think i'm so strong
To keep my mouth shut
Eating your mud
It will be just a great release to say:
I so [bad word] hate every day
I waste
The pain you make me taste,
It's something inside
My chest -
Cancer, metastasing my brain, [bad word] through my veins,
train
Smashing my bones
But i feel so alone
Without you...

Would you be so kind to burn me in fire
Would you be so [bad word] to leave me alone
You are brave enough to play my desires
Are you mad enough to kiss my grave-stone?
Loving you so much I DO [bad word] HATE YOU!!!
Kissing you i think WHEN YOU REALLY DIE?
You’re gone far but i keep on waiting
Wanna forget you WOULD YOU LET ME TRY???