She is only real in my mind

Yesterday I saw a picture   
Of a girl naked to her pants
She was quite distinctive from al girl  

I v seen on the internet    
She was more than just a pretty girl   
There were something I cant explain 
I can say if I never met her   
I would go insane  

        
I want to meet someone as bright         Not just an ordinary type    
But I am alone      
And its bringing me down    
its bringing me down     
She's only real in my mind 

I was walking down the street    
When I saw [bad word] on my way   
She is not a fake      
I am not a freak     
I am in a sweat oh     
What a shame 
Oh NO! I cant believe my eyes    
seems like she's got a boyfriend no   
I man, I v got [bad word] away     
Otherwise he would kill me ( WHY)    Man, he is a muscleman     

I want to be a musclemen     
To [bad word] any girl I crave            
But I am too thin      
And its bringing me down     
Its bringing me down
It bringing me down 
Oh no, its bringing me down
She is only real in my mind