1999 My Fruit Psychobells A Seed Combustible (исполнитель: Maudlin of the Well)
1. Ferocious Weights NEVER once he knew what war I keep the hour vicious Used my body to fatten his voice Our eyes weakened under drippings Look to the south for your muse, she's there Eggs in five palaces looming Embrace her, replace her heart Kiss her, change your life Kiss her. change your life Such a bleak desire To have you with me when I die In hymnance of my leaden veins I smell your blood each night 2. Conception Pathetic He beckons from across the languid room, eyes wild like oceans, caught up and glittering ! Everything [bad word] all dark, save those embers that burn right through my quaking soul! The old man is frightened and waiting to die; she looks on from her LUNAR perch and laughs, "One sip from this cup of steaming wine, and then you dream!" No more, now is night. Poison! They all sing to me, stars in their brightness, and young, singing in golden cages, rough-hewn by some dead race! I saw in one room a CANDLE, and in another a votive WREATH. Which shall [bad word] me? Which shall resurrect me? Rain from her mouth doth heal! Let [bad word] through me! I kiss her silken lips! And [bad word] that heave with passion e'er growing! We couched below the flowers dead! And gave new life to them! No! Not in this place! By starlight [bad word] to devour us all! Through terrors he'll rise to hurt us! 3. Undine and Underwater Flowers The waves speak quietly to me When the tempest sleeps deep beneath. I wish that I could give to you The sun before it weds the west. My tears mingle soft with the sea Though I dream that you could taste them. Lay with me our bridal bed Dance a moonlit path thereon Lay with me above the dead That drift with tides kiss upon. My undine beauty, thou hast seen The coral kingdoms, silence, peace The moon and stars I would forsake To gaze into thy starry eyes The azure sky seems not so deep As azure oceans, amidst sleep. 4. The Ocean, The Kingdom, and The Temptation The rolling tide of a sea gone mad whispers in its undine seductive lullabye. And I want the Lady Sea's moist hands to cover me. The kingdom, and its watery shades of most alluring blue invite me in aquatic dreams to sleep inside her mighty womb. The dry lungs of death shall burst in the misty depths, shadowed. As I fall below the light of sun and the [bad word] of mankind's sins. The sea, it calls unending to me. My sleep is hindered. The poisonous air in a suffering world is too great a burden to be had by me. The [bad word] weight of maddening stage, the only delights in the arms of sin, and my will to live is weakening. The sea nymphs glide through courseless heaven, drawing me through to the formless might and splendour of castles glistening, the temples 'neath the churning waves that ever haunt my dreams. I bade farewell to the sun and stars and the wind that calls in vernal song. For off I go to the land below, and pray the liquid fills me more than the air I so reluctantly share. Off to the kingdom that's flooded my dreams and has been reflected in my saddened tears. 5. Pondering a Wall Here am I, red and sour. Mine eye smiling to thy side! He lives in a river From Carina's door Washing out the devourer Of dying acres Maybe salvation deserves this? All in my hand overcame me. Eyes on you, I drowned in yours, and then My house forsook me. Lithely trickling away, my name from thee In a slumber-call... Hast thou dreamt my name? Haste, my weight is hollow. Speak, and it saves me. Haste, speak, [bad word] me. Atop a hill, a marvelous night's Lustrous vistas mark the year, Creeping across the barony. Phantoms flicker with a licking breeze, Admonishing thee of wicked pleasure. I scheme to renounce my treasure With a furtive smile, silence But tears, they stream for thee Thou! Lusting a dungeon This land is like... a goblet of the thick And black! Brim-filled before the moon-crest I'm pondering a wall And poised with knives And then, I look at you (Secretly, of course) 6. Catharsis of Sea-Sleep and Dreaming Shrines In my dreams I see no nearer god. The waves that move, They pierce my drifting soul. With want I reach in vain to grasp the sun As off it falls beneath the dancing fields And paints fore'er this spout-girt majesty! O, slimy things! I yearn to hear you sing from depths as deep as stars doth shine From realms of light above. I wish to hear thee sing! O, ammonite with aeon-closed eye! Speak to me in water-tongues And grant to me the eyesight you once saw The Sea-gods with! My voyage as above, so below Upon a dreaming ship I sail Upon my life I conjure they whom no dry eyes have seen Since sleep hath stolen over forms and sunken temples built By gods themselves! Alone I embark for cities immersed In depths of thought and caverns full of dreams! What corals dress this city fallen? What the magick language lost one-thousand leagues? [bad word] and speak to me From beneath the waves that rock young ships To slumber sweet Gods, caress me with thy chthonic hands Steep my mind with the beauty of a vision-world And bury me in temples where my soul Can e'er explore these realms of madness submerged! 7. Blight of River-Systems Snow, and [bad word] That make every visage angelic! Then came my secret dream of the girl My warrior with a foot like a doe Walking for inspiration, I learned which of you is the One. Kissing, but not moving Loving, unmoving But this is said in a coquettish trance Dampens my book, [bad word] quick I almost love you, But I kiss you the way I kiss Maria And she, with a foot like a doe! I was swept away When the choirs in your shiny eyes cast Little drops of water on everything O, Slayer of trickery! My shoulders hold more than a swarm of devils!. Whence came the Blight of the churning rivers? You spoke like a dragon My queen, my angel Scion of anguish, I cherish your anguish This is a promise and you are a dove I quit this grief with obsequies Snowfall beautifies humanity But charm is lost with enhanced design Bind my lips with the purest vine!