My head keeps spinning and spinning and spinning
I don’t know if this is the end or it’s the beginning
Man I’m losing my mind, I think I’m losing my mind
I think I’m losing my mind, I sink deeper try to keep it in line

[Verse 1]

I’m feeling like I wanna die
I’m an addict, I’m not talking about a [bad word] marijuana high
f**k the gangster talk, I’ll smash your teeth in with the baby Glock
I’m a mental patient spitting crazy talk
I’m talented but life’s a balancing act
And I am way off of alignment, the payoff isn’t time yet
I’m so [bad word] broke I’m putting clothes up for consignment
I used to be white lightning, now I’m sitting in a dark cloud
Wondering where my mind went
Y’all know where to find me, behind closed blinds
I’m on my typewriter while I watch a spider climbing up the wall
To spin a web and catch a fly and watch him die
He sucks all of the blood out of him then I start to cry
I don’t know why, I don’t know why he swallowed a fly
You’re all gonna die, that’s my [bad word] I smash my iPhone before you get my number
I’m clinically insane, mentally deranged
Hanging from a string strangled by a chain
I guess all of the [bad word] have done a number on my brain
 [bad word] 

My head keeps spinning and spinning and spinning
I don’t know if this is the end or it’s the beginning
Man I’m losing my mind, I think I’m losing my mind
I think I’m losing my mind, I sink deeper try to keep it in line

My head keeps spinning and spinning and spinning
I don’t know if this is the end or it’s the beginning
Man I’m losing my mind, I think I’m losing my mind
I think I’m losing my mind, I sink deeper try to keep it in line

[Verse 2]

Yo I look up in the sky, I see the sun shining
So why’s my mind spinning? Arkham Asylum
Dark Knight, Ra’s al Ghuls, Scarecrows, Jokers, Riddlers, Catwomen, and Penguins
Spidey sense is tingling, Hobgoblin, Doc Oc, Sandman, and Venom
My mind starts to die like it’s indigo denim
Time for me to Sean Penn em, lose 21 grams
It’s the game at close range, I’m the falcon, he’s the snowman
He’s drinking down a Pepsi while I’m opening a Coke can
My first show in front of ten thousand out at Snow Jam
No man, old man, take a look at my life
Carve my name in the tree with my own pocketknife
Yeah I’m classic Old Spice, you a Spice Girl, scary
Selling off my mental property, Glen Ross Glengarry
I know it’s around here somewhere on the property buried
But I’m plastered like a poster, obey shepherd fairy
6:30 every morning is when I get up like Banksy
Jet to the studio Mad’s tripping sitting antsy
It’s reality and fantasy but I can’t separate
My feet are on the ground so how the f**k my body levitate?
 [bad word] 

My head keeps spinning and spinning and spinning
I don’t know if this is the end or it’s the beginning
Man I’m losing my mind, I think I’m losing my mind
I think I’m losing my mind, I sink deeper try to keep it in line

My head keeps spinning and spinning and spinning
I don’t know if this is the end or it’s the beginning
Man I’m losing my mind, I think I’m losing my mind
I think I’m losing my mind, I sink deeper try to keep it in line

[Verse 3]

Okay seven day coke binge, heroin in tinfoil
Heroin in pill form, brain egg hardboiled
Mad Child chase dragon, turn into a gargoyle
Grade 7 mom took my shopping down at Park Royal
This is not the life that I have dreamt about
Mentally I’m emptied out, rapping while I vent with a demented mouth
Sentimentally my sentiments are printed out
Now stick a knife inside me, giving you something to think about
Insanity, it’s hereditary, grandma got dementia
Grandma tried to kill herself, she’s suffering from depression
And Mad Child suffer from depression
So am I going to try and kill myself is constantly my question