To both my mom and dad,
I'm sorry that I've been bad,
My knees are trembling,
I'm shaking, sucking my thumb.

My much loved sibling,
I guess I'll see you around,
I [bad word] anymore,
My soles are peeling apart, yay~

My narcissism is,
Spreading and consuming me,
With pattern paper,
I'll change up my identity.

How I long to be loved and held in your arms,
If I could find tougher scissors,
I would shred at my ugly face.

Let god's wisdom,
Bring you freedom,
And accept his grand design,
And with a clear mind,
I can't be fine,
Why not? I don't know.
And [bad word] surfaced,
With a purpose,
To remind me tomorrow,
I'll still be broken,
My seams are torn beyond repair.

So long everyone,
Sir please take care, now I'm done,
I'm drooling from my thoughts,
Spit pooling at my chest.

When you look at me,
Who is it that you see?
I making,
Quite a fool out of me?

When you look at me,
Who is it that you see?
I making,
Quite a fool out of me?

Ah, it's still not good enough as it is,
I need a bigger sewing machine,
That'll pierce straight through my heart.

Let god's wisdom,
Bring you freedom,
And accept his grand design,
And with a clear mind,
I can't be fine,
Why not? I don't know.
And [bad word] surfaced,
With a purpose,
To remind me tomorrow,
I'll still be broken,
My seams are torn beyond repair.

I have nothing left,
Yes, nothing left,
I'm ripped up into shreds.

Nothing to cry for,
Nothing to whine for,
My cells are all dead,

But you won't trash me,
You can't throw me,
Away, toss me to the side.

You can't force me to go back,
To where I used to belong--

Should I exist?
AH SHUT UP,
FILL MY BODY TO THE RIM WITH LIES,
JUST LET ME END THIS,
LET ME CHEAT THIS,
Why are you voiceless?

"DON'T YOU WANT CHANGE?"
"ARE YOU DERANGED?"
Not gonna say a word to me?"

I've lost myself, [bad word] undone, I can't do this anymore.