I I hope I will make it out alive, and I don't think I will. I feel that I should die. I don't want to cry. Leave me to my mind pull me out of life.

I hope I will make it out alive. I really don't want to die I really don't want to cry, but I rather cry then die.

Blood stains the inside of my sweater and I'm the one that told you'll get better. 
I lie to myself, so why would you listen to me.