My [bad word] caused the callous
Turned my senses into spite
My perception with no conscience
Made the fear seem almost right

I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm [bad [bad word] 
I was desperation for so long
Now it's [bad word] gone

Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I?
I can't even recognize myself
I turned into what destroyed it
Drown the [bad word] out until it all makes sense again

I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm [bad [bad word] 
I was desperation for so long
Now it's [bad word] gone

Take my [bad word] conscience from me
Try to save me from myself
Turn my [bad word] thoughts against me
Now my ways will be dissolved

 [bad word] integrity
 [bad word] integrity

My [bad word] caused the callous
Turned my senses into spite
My perception with no conscience
Made the dear seem almost right

I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm [bad [bad word] 
I was desperation for so long
Now it's [bad word] gone

Take my [bad word] conscience from me
Try to save me from myself
Turn my [bad word] thoughts against me
Now my ways will be dissolved

The height of callousness
The height of callousness takes over
The height of callousness
The height of callousness it's over

 [bad word] integrity
 [bad word] integrity