I am so tired. 
Sometimes I feel so tired. 
I can't eat, I can't sleep. 
So tired. 
The pressure builds and builds. 
Seems like theres no release. 
The things I see go unnoticed by some. 
Fills my eyes and heart. 
Anger and guilt and [bad word]  
And depression makes waking up every day harder and harder. 
Where's my fitness to the world with my chance to survive. 
I got to get money so I can have a home. 
So I can breathe, eat and live in this society. 
I don't even like money, 
And I got to work everyday just to feed myself. 
God it makes me sick. 
I just wanna curl up into a hole and die in this. 
This isn't worth it. 
I need a raise man! 
I can't survive on this faith anymore. 
I can't live on this. 
I'm hungry. 
And I've had service, 
And I can't eat daddy. 
God I am the creator of [bad word]  
And I have seen all [bad word]  
And I have seen no arms, no limbs no brains. 
You don't care, you don't love me! 
I only love myself. 
No one will love me like I love thee. 

Life's been swell, now I want to die 
My body it hurts me, sigh after sign 
I call it torture, you call it life 
slave to money and everything I despise 
Like everyone in general  [bad word] eat, sleep, destroy, I am a disposable being 
Who will [bad word] all life 
I multiply and the air gets thinner and dirty 
I take up space 
I smell 
I consume 
But I produce nothing 
I abuse 
I have no reason to exist 
The toilets clogged in this world of [bad word] 
I breathe filth everyday 
Living [bad word] up my brain 
Why? Why must I wake up today? 
My eyes are heavy 
Why? Why must I see your face? 
Your life is ugly 
Why? Why did I buy into these things? 
I don't want them 
Tension. Tension  [bad word]  Alone 
Tension. Despair. Tension 
All these pressures on my life