Tonight has been long, I've smoked every breath, 
Tryin to feel so alive, tempting death, 
I've smiled at the angels, but I fear where they live, 
I've taken too much but nothing to give

My chemical courage, [bad word] to an end... 
The night once my lover is no longer a friend.

Well tonight has gone wrong, cause I said what I said, 
I've been left all alone, to lie in my bed.
Thinking, I'm just a fake, that nothing is real, 
If I'm asking to be saved I must learn how to kneel

Now my chemical courage [bad word] to an end... 
The night once my lover is no longer my friend.
Playin tricks on my eyes, shining light on my tears, 
I pray for a new day to hide all my fears.

I can't find my way, back to where I felt safe.
Now my chemical courage [bad word] to an end, 
The night once my lover is no longer my friend.
Playin tricks on my eyes, shining light on my tears

(Repeat)