Abandonment. 
You've taken all I've given here's no haven anymore, prepare myself for falling. 
I'm drowning, there is no hand to reach for me. 
So starving, no noble mind will feed me, will anoint my aching wounds. 
Now I'm on my knees, petitioning your false deity. 
Crying and begging, no anwser will be given. 
Broken down before a false divinity. 
Then I saw the lies, I know the [bad word] at last. 
I won't implore this darken sky. 
Never awaiting a cure, won't listen to your melodies, this lie will not be lived. 
It's all in me, all I'll ever need, I'll rise again, no more.
Abandonment stronger than ever before, stronger than you'll ever be.