[bad word] you all!

My redemption is knowing
this will be over
My aggression, I fear I've lost control

Who is this man I stare?
Mirror reflects a stranger
Fist shatters the despair
Awake the pain to anger
 [bad word] 
How do I close thine eyes of murder?
How do I close thine eyes of murder
staring into me?

My obsession is dying, sinking me deeper
My depression, this world has disavowed

Razor at wrist I seethe
The flesh is peeled apart now
Gone is my faded dream

Failure, I [bad word] in thou
 [bad word] 

This lifetime in sorrow
God let the angels die
This is our last goodbye
In love and death we cry
Our last goodbye

No, no, no, no

Spit in the face of loss
Coward, my own self-hatred
No more I bear this cross [bad word]  and rise from the dead

This lifetime in sorrow
God let the angels die
This is our last goodbye
In love and death we cry
Our last goodbye