I've been trying for so long,
to sing you the right song
To show you something different every day
so you hear what I have to say
like puzzle pieces
and now we're here at a standstill 
I wonder if you feel
the kind of pain that rips your insides out?
that's something I know all about,
shocking, ain't it?

Is it because I can't be her
made your mistakes and make me hurt
I can't fix you
Is it because I can't be her
made me awake and make me hurt
I can't fix you

I can feel my heart breaking,
mistakes I've been making [bad word] out of patience to pretend
This isn't how I'll let it end,
my feigning fading
You've been mourning your loss here,
and that's grinding my gears 
how can a human lose their self control
theres nothing left to make you whole
I'm done explaining

This is what happens when you leave it to someone
else
if you want it done right you should do it yourself
You oversaturate your world with nothing but
machines
You might make everyone happy but you're dead
just like me

and now we're here at a standstill 
I wonder if you feel
the kind of pain that rips your insides out?
that's something I know all about,
shocking, ain't it?
We have a lot more [bad word] than you would be calm with
It's like we're the same person, me and you
We both don't know we can do....