I'm dying inside, but I'm so ugly when I cry 
My makeup starts [bad word]  then I'm not me no more 
I wonder how, we're gonna get through these hard times 
I wake up from a slumber, in a smile 

This face, it must be kept at all costs 
Like a statue in a window or everything is lost 

Well hey you got me right where you want me 
Well hey you got me right where you want me 
You knock me out, but you still haunt me 
Well hey you got right where you want me, to be 

I go and hide, behind the barricades of our time 
I've learned just how [bad word] without runnin’ 
Most of us walk around, believin’ this [bad word] is sound 
But I don't believe, I could swim in a sea of gold 

Well hey you got me right where you want me…