Do I deserve these beatings?
Hating me,
well then,
Cut, cut the noose
and let me fall away...
I'm, growing weak and tired
of you
and your little shoving games
 [bad word] ..
pushing me.
You pulled the trigger,
trapped in,
the wake,
of your

Dream
You're all killers.
Always [bad word] pushing me;
insulting me;
I've [bad word] 
I have found the strength of gods in me.
 [bad word] 
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.

My sanctuary...
calling my name,
so [bad word] through...
to the light,
weeping through a cloud.
Darkened,
by a tainted dream,
of me,
being pummeled by the tide,
 [bad word] 
killing me
But I can't wake up,
trapped in,
the wake of a

Dream
You're all killers.
Always [bad word] pushing me;
insulting me;
I've [bad word] 
I have found the strength of gods in me.
 [bad word] 
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.

Call it;
call a [bad word] 
I'm believing
in it more and more. [bad word] 
purge the [bad word]  I'll belive it.
I'm so weak and sore, shadowed
Hide and seek,
but you never looked.
I wait behind the door
call out;
bite the hand that is feeding... [bad word] no more.

I hope I never wake up.

Dream-sewing, filters, distort reality of what is mine through light this mind awakens
I draw the line from then and now, awake and dreaming, forgotten past future [bad word] mine.

Throw the chains,
all away,
take control,
of your life.
Powers known,
this is my...
Throw the chains,
all away,
take control,
of your life.
Powers known,
this is my...

Dream
You're all killers.
Always [bad word] pushing me;
insulting me;
I've [bad word] 
I have found the strength of gods in me.
 [bad word] 
All unwilling;
This is so unstoppable.
Hard as nails,
hook that holds,
reach down and find the strength of many in you.