The death, the lies, in lies the [bad word] 
All that it is, what was, ain't [bad word] 
I was down but now I can see 
The pain, the hurt, the misery 

Oh lord, it's been a long time 
Doing my best I'll try and get it next time 

This cross you bare [bad word] to carry for you 
This cross you bare [bad word] to break it in two 
I was down but now I can see 
The pain, the hurt, the misery