You speak the words 
the ending is just a tear away  [bad word] darkened eyes 
a need to forgive these selfish ways 
a [bad word] girl 
hunger flowing [bad word] these veins 
a man disguised 
I've gotta forget these foolish days 

This devil controls me more each day 

I could never make this up to you 
lord you know I've tried 
I could never speak the [bad word] to you 
All I spoke were lies, that I told myself 
that I told to you, We'll never be the same 
I can never make this up to you 
and make this go away 

You never were 
a reason for my insanity 
You would give your soul 
as the weight of the world keeps breaking me 

I'm in [bad word] now, can't you see? 

I could never make this up to you 
lord you know I've tried 
I could never speak the [bad word] to you 
All I spoke were lies, that I told myself 
That I told to you, We'll never be the same 
I can never make this up to you 
and make this go away 

Let the rain fall today 
Can you even say now 
that you would've been there for me? 
I just can't explain now 
all that we'll never be 
It's time to let the pain out 
then you'll finally be free 

This devil controls me 

I could never make this up to you 
lord you know I've tried 
I could never speak the [bad word] to you 
All I spoke were lies, that I told myself 
that I told to you, We'll never be the same 
I can never make this up to you 
and make this go away 
 [bad word] [bad word] forthetaking