It's a burden for wrong reasons
But I keep hold of this pain
No more tears [bad word] sorrow
Yet it wears of day by day
Letting go; I never could but I surely need to heal
Sweet curse, my [bad word] 
You bare our memories like staining scars within your mind
You lose all that you knew of me, gone deep inside
Lost love, my [bad word] 
Sweet is the curse of hearts intwined but lost, detached but bound
Sad is their fate without relief [bad word] is the curse of love, so luscious yet so dangerous
Sweet curse, our [bad word] 
Words weren't made to tell this story
For I can't describe the ache
No remorse for your betrayal
Yet though I find that hard to take
How can beauty change unseen into a monster, I don't know
Lost love is my [bad word] 
Sweet is the curse of hearts intwined but lost, detached but bound
Sad is their fate without relief [bad word] is the curse of love, so luscious yet so dangerous
Sweet curse, our [bad word] 
Lost hope and lost dreams
Killing you slowly
New scars and new cravings take control
(New desire, new despair)

Losing you was more than I could bear
Losing us, a dive in water deep
Losing you