I see in front of my eyes, 

All of these [bad word] and all these lies 

As their colors go and fade away 

Although you're close to me 

And your warmth covers me, 

I can't keep these wandering thoughts at bay. 

You told me to go onward 

And said my path will not be blurred 

As you turn away and say good-bye 

Those words of empathy 

Do not encourage me 

And I cannot help but break down and cry. 

All of these memories, ringing endlessly inside my mind, 

Have no intentions of forgiving me yet. 

If I close my eyes, they only grow and start surrounding me. 

These memories that I can't forget.... 

The rain falls, I wonder if it will ever end? 

It's so cold, straining my body for quite some time. 

The rain falls on me, and it is striking down upon my face. 

Why does it choose me, who has nowhere to escape? 

Though this untainted morning, 

that I have finally reached to 

is entangled by the past I knew. 

Instead of moving on, towards my own future 

I was stuck in my own remorseful past. 

And though you tried to help 

And tried to motivate me to keep on 

All my fears of losing my way just made me weak. 

Walking around blindly, I think it's time for my own teardrops 

to fall down my conflicted cheeks. 

I don't want my eyes to know about those past days 

I'll just wait till the rain starts to wash it away 

All my wounds of my past start to heal at a gentle pace 

I've finally found the end of my road today. 

The rain falls, I wonder if it will ever end? 

It's so cold, straining my body for quite some time. 

The rain falls on me, but I wonder could it maybe, 

embrace me tightly, hide all my pain? 

The rain falls, I wonder if it knows how to stop? 

But today, it falls without resolution. 

You held out your hand holding an umbrella over my head. 

You nestled with me, warming me with all your hope.