Just when it's getting good
I slowly start to freeze
Just when it's feeling real I put my heart to sleep
It's the memory I can see
Then this [bad word] over me
Understand that I don't mean
To push you away from me
 [bad word] 
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see, [bad word] over me
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see, [bad word] over me

You got a way of easing me out of myself
I can't stay but I can't leave, I am my worst enemy
Please understand that its not you it's what I do
Just when I'm about [bad word] I realize what I've [bad word]  [bad word] 
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see, [bad word] over me
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see, [bad word] over me

Now I wonder what you think of me
Don't know why I break so easily
All my fears are armed surrounding me
I can't get no sleep
I [bad word] in circles around you
Are you the trap I wanna fall into??
 [bad word] 
Why am I so afraid to crash down and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see, [bad word] over me
Why am I so afraid to break down and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see, [bad word] over me