(перевод японского текста на английский)

because you smile at me quietly, i have stopped
already crying in the next morning
in this small wheel track, 'you are breathing'

cicada are shrilling, when i find that [bad word] 
somehow i envy them every summer
if i [bad word] exhausted at this battle front,
it means 'obedience to something'

where is place that i should go back
i was badly shaken
i am already worn out
where is the person whom i should love?
though even i know a convenient answer

when i was standing on the platform of naka-meguro
station, somebody pushed on my back suddenly.
it is [bad word] 
if i lose this game, "i don't have even the right to live"

with the eyes of a domesticated cat
shall i purr?
shall i try it?
where is the person whom i should love?
though it is easy for me to be in Prastabilierte
harmonie

if i say voice, someone will appear
there is no [bad word] 
i cannot walk any longer
if i cremated, everyone would be pleased
i loved you!
it was so rash!