Lost in a valley of smoke,
I lose sight of those I love.
I cant live in this dream,
wondering the world a lost soul.
shell of a man,
frozen in a toxic trance.

Unfamiliar reflection stare at me,
these eye are not my own. [bad word] from my demons in this endless valley.
Show me the way,
because I no longer know right from wrong.

I know what has to be done,
the smoke will settle
the demons [bad word] 
and I will be torn apart.
Exposing my weakness the world will see,
what I never [bad word] wanted.

As I stare at your face,
soaked in disgrace,
what is the price a judgment of life,
I cry out in this dispossession.

Exposing my weakness
the world will see what I never,
what I never, what I never [bad word] wanted.
They crowd around me,
here to take their share of my mind.

I can no longer muster
the strength to face them alone, all on my own.
They whisper echoes in unknown tongues,
I refuse to absorb their toxic words.

I've forgotten how to love,
searching behind locked doors in my mind.
Cast aside the fear of reality,
face the [bad word] world.