Sometimes I slide away, silently 
I slowly lose myself, over and over 
 [bad word] in my skin endlessly 
Surrender to my will forever and ever 

I dissolve in [bad word] 
I will sing with joy 
I will end up dust 
I’m in heaven 

I stand in golden rays radiantly 
I burn a fire of love, over and over 
It sets in endless light, relentlessly 
I have embraced the flame forever and ever 

I will scream a word 
Jump into the void 
I will guide the herd 
Up to heaven