I try to breathe,
Memories overtaking me,
I try to face them but
The thought is too much to conceive.

[Bridge:]
I only know that I can change,
Everything else just stays the same,
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause...

 [bad word] ]
I just needed someone to talk to, 
You were just too busy with yourself,
You were never there for me 
To express how I felt,
I just stuffed it down.
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade,
But it seems the surface 
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made...

So where were you
When all this I was going through?
You never took the time to ask me 
Just what you could do.

[Bridge]

 [bad word] 

But I never meant to fade away,
I never meant to fade...

 [bad word] 

I try to breathe...