Immortality

Vacate is the word...vengeance has no place so near to her
Cannot find [bad word] in this world
Artificial tear...vessel stabbed...next up, volunteers
Vulnerable, wisdom can't adhere...

[bad word] finds home...and I wish to hold on...
But there's a trapdoor in the sun...immortality...

As privileged as a [bad word] ..victims in demand for public show
Swept out through the cracks beneath the door
Holier than thou, how? 
Surrendered...executed anyhow
Scrawl dissolved, cigar box on the floor...

[bad word] finds home...and I wish to hold on, too...
But saw the trapdoor in the sun...

Immortality...
I cannot stop the [bad word] in the [bad word] up a which way sign...all good [bad word] must decide...
Oh, stripped and sold, mom...auctioned forearm...
And whiskers in the sink... [bad word] move on...cannot stay long
Some die just to live... ohh...