This rooms [bad word] my prison
Of dark days and darker nights
hate growing like a life 
I'd never wish an existence for
I the reason your not alive
And im falling to my knees
Have you gone have you gone
I still want to be with you 
And if you go, I would go to
I'll find you in a place I never thought [bad word] And see your face as I slipped away
Back to my darkest day
I once had nothing
I once had nothing to lose

The thought that I've torn the smile
From your pale skinned face
I've took your love and ive turned it into hate
And I hate myself for the love I can't show
And I convinced myself
That I will never deserve