I feel so powerless 
I suffocate on emptiness 
I pray to be awoken from this nightmare 

So many things I'll never say 
So many wounds will never heal
Each breath is filled with overwhelming sorrow

In disbelief of how your life was stolen
In disbelief of what would never be
My only solace is knowing
Somehow your soul is finally free

So I'm screaming into the sky
Cause it's my only way to say goodbye
And I'm still asking for an answer why
Why I never got the chance to say goodbye

Now this is my only way to say to you
That I'm sorry for letting you slip away
I never thought I'd lose you forever
So now I tell the world

So many [bad word] to the surface
But I keep asking myself
Why it had to end like this
Why did it have to end like this

So I'm screaming into the sky
Cause it's my only way to say goodbye
And I'm still asking for an answer why
Why I never got the chance to say goodbye

In your honor I will live my life
Do the best that I can
And in your memory I will take this life for granted
Ever again

To say goodbye