I tried so hard to get you out of my mind 
I tried so hard until it was all over and done 
my feelings were long gone, no longer hurt in my stomach 
at first it was love kid than turn it in constant arguments 
i tried my hardest to stop it, this [bad word] that started it 
taking advantage of my fragile heart its all ripped apart 
this thing that burn atraction i should have known from the start 
over powered by hazel eyes my mind pasts for minutes 
picturing love there wasn't nothing that could block the image 
my thoughts depended on the actions the ways or love 
? by the concept lust have create enough 
embrace their [bad word] may no fuss but dream had to be 
day by day i noticed the pain increased ? 
in the dying sense i tried to forget it and let it past 
but by doing this i forced a relationship that would never last 
every path was baricaded all [bad word] was gone 
playing stupid as if I never knew what went wrong. 

i questioned my love for you 
you're leaving me 
i know i can't handle this pain 
crying for you ? 
why won't you say you're sorry 
turn around [bad word] back home 
i'm just so tired of being alone. 

i hate her how many times haven't i said it 
i hate the fact that she hates me and i shall never forget it 
never have i ever [bad word] with her feelings let her regret it 
all of these years lost in the tears that my letters presented 
i still miss her, catch myself slitting my wrists with the glass 
I seperated from the glass picture reflict 
to get over this one, wondering what i've done to take this 
holding my pillow every night wishing that she'll replace it. 
but [bad word] it its all over and done feelings are gone 
and i'm starting to get tired of love kiling my songs 
so that my arms ??????? 
i love you should i even say or remember the words 
never destroyed anything having to do with our past [bad word] the last 
you were hiding the [bad word] in the ? 
you stupid [bad word] 
?????? 
we had our times until today 
I hope you're happy alone 

i questioned my love for you 
you're leaving me 
i know i can't handle this pain 
crying for you ? 
why won't you say you're sorry 
turn around [bad word] back home 
i'm just so tired of being alone