You swept me under the bed
Now the ugliness rears its head, unshed
This darkening I'm over it
You've made me what I am today
Disgust in what you've raised, unsaid
My awakening is far from dead

So I'm not like you
No I'm not like you
Dejected for most of my life
So I'm not like you
No I'm not like you
So I'm [bad word] 
I'm losing my faith
I'm hurting to feel
I'm searching and there's no one else here
If learning to hate 
Is learning to feel
This life is so unreal
Abusing me again
Dejected
Rejected

bad seed, an utter degenerate
Stained with your neglect, unfed
The blackest sheep irrelevant
You made the stigma I enslave
Disgust in what you've raised, unsaid
My awakening is far from dead

So I'm not like you
No I'm not like you
Dejected for most of my life
So I'm not like you
No I'm not like you
So I'm [bad word] 
I'm losing my faith
I'm hurting to feel
I'm searching and there's no one else here
If learning to hate 
Is learning to feel
This life is so unreal
Abusing me again
Abusing me again

I'm losing my faith
I'm hurting to feel
I'm searching and there's no one else here
If learning to hate 
Is learning to feel
This life is so unreal
Abusing me again
Abusing me again
Abusing me again
This life is so unreal
Dejected
Rejected