There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take,
making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting
like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now
the path called must we just before the son [bad word]  Jesus,
won't you [bad word] whistle something but the past and done? Why
can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't
we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just
a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will [bad word] you. [bad word] in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just
enough to bring you down. [bad word] me. Mother Mary won't you whisper
something but what's past and done. [bad word] me. I want what I want.