Whether we loved or didn’t,
whether we [bad word] or just ate and sucked,
whether with men or women,
happily passed or got stuck,

I wish we could erase our pasts,
and start 
from the blank page.

You didn’t mean to cause this pain,
the same distress I had made you feel.
I didn’t mean to hurt that much.
Now, I've got how much it really is.

I hope this will help me to never cause such a pain again,
and take
only care of you,
and bring 
only good for you.

However, when you recognized 
this pain i got to feel, how could 
you keep calling yourself right,
dare to ask me to stay calm?

Never argue in a case
I feel
the earth move under 
my feet,
I’m far from being safe.

In this world distressed by pain,
we’re its weapon and its aim.
We must stop before we drain each other. 
Do you wish we could never hurt again?

I wish we were more human than just beings,
and write 
a better bible.