i let myself fall into a lie
i let my [bad word] down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my [bad word] down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain 

with this knife i'll cut out the part of me 
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you

i can't believe the way you took me down
i never saw the pain [bad word] in a million broken miles
like poison for my veins

with this knife i'll cut out the part of me 
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you

with this knife i'll cut out the part of me 
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you

the hate and the fear
the nightmares that wake me up
in tears
the nightmares and the hate 
and the fear
the nightmares that wake 
me up in tears
the nightmares and the hate 
!!!

the nightmares that wake me up
in tears
the nightmares and the hate