Mental disease side of me wanna be free side of me wanna stay a prisoner mental disease is distroying myself I wanna live long, wanna live free, wanna be healthy but I’m spending my time doing my best to destroy myself I know what I’m doing is wrong but the disease is strong stronger than my will of going on and I do my best to destroy myself I’m destroying myself but I do admit I may need help Can somebody get me out of this nightmare? I’m destroying myself but I do admit I may need help Can somebody get me out of this nightmare? I thaught I had the control I thaught I could hold The reindeers of my life but I failed and I need some help to rebuild myself I hate this new side of me that never can see The abyss I am putting myself in this new side of me that likes to destroy myself I’m destroying myself but I do admit I may need help Can somebody get me out of this nightmare? I’m destroying myself but I do admit I may need help Can somebody get me out of this nightmare? side of me wanna be free side of me wanna stay a prisoner mental disease is distroying myself