I [bad word] into the cold light
Wondering where to go
 [bad word] away without you

All my fear [bad word] home
And it's ripped out from the soul
You can't be me, I will [bad word] you tonight

I was wandering under black skies
Looking at what is mine
No control left to lose

Well, I thought that it wouldn't face me
But I'm worrying like a child, I feel so guilty
I'll make it up to you tonight

Pictures that I've been dreaming [bad word] down
They're changing my future
Visions I had buried underground
Returning to the future

I was breaking out of my own skin
Choking up on release
I'm in not state to judge you

Watching everything left alone
Chasing memories I used to own
I can't wait till this is over tonight

Pictures that I've been dreaming [bad word] down
They're changing my future
Visions I had buried underground
Returning to the future

The nightmares I've been having have arrived
The change in my future
The sounds of my creation at my door
How could you do this to her?