i looked at you with curiostiy 
but when you looked at me i turned away 
and i remember when you first spoke to me
you told me you didn't want to live life day to day 

and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die
and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die

you seemed so confused you could never decide
if there was a problem you'd [bad word] away 
and hide we seemed to agree there was no solution in suicide
so why'd you [bad word] to go and take your life 

and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die
and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die

wanna die
wanna die
wanna die
wanna die
did you wanna die

i never understood how you could end that way
but i hadn't see you much before the final day
all of us remembered you took your life
and when you looked for me, i was out of sight

and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die
and i could see, if not for me you didn't have to die

did you wanna die