my head lays down
broken apart
all senses lost
a [bad word] heart
after years of changing
there are many ways to go
but i’ve missed the train
the [bad word] too slow

the unbearable grey [bad word] back
i hate this place
because of that
everything seems to flow
and i’m involved
i know now the past
my eternal hold

i forge the code
but [bad word] back
i fake the message
the leading track
i clear my eyes
but it’s almost here
i stain my goals
but it’s [bad word] near

see countless faces
merging into a crowd
i suppress the fact
that i never found
the one good reason
slowly dies away
the only evidence
that’s worth to stay

i connect the future
with this daily [bad word] decisions and actions
a forceful split
i’m just around
but don’t know why
to fill a gap
and decorate your life

i forge the code
but [bad word] back
i fake the message
the leading track
i clear my eyes
but it’s almost here
i stain my goals
but it’s [bad word] near