I, I am confused, fighting myself
wanting to give in needing your help
skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
outside, don't know you, but inside im [bad word] 

can you see it in me? skin cold from touch
each day confronted with what I have done
you pull me closer, i push you away
you tell me it's okay, i can't help but feel the pain

I hate you
why are you taken?
I loved you
I feel so helpless
why is it you?
ripping my insides each time I lay with you
why do I cry? why do i really need to?

why(4x)
need to, need to, need to
 [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word] 

I hate you!
why are you taken?
I loved you!
why do I feel so helpless?
why is it you?!
ripping my insides each time i'm with you
why do I try? why do [bad word] need to?

 [bad word] 7x)