konna ni mo soba ni [bad word] no ni anata ni tadoritsukenai

kisetsu wa meguri hana wo [bad word] 
kono omoi wa doko ni mukaeba ii no?

 [bad word] mukashi no [bad word] rakuen no hate
muryokuna genjitsu hakanaki shinjitsu

kanjou wa kiete yuku utsurona hibi ni
semete soba ni ite yoshikute

anata dake wa [bad word] darou ka
kokoro wa kowaresou dakara

nandomo kono te de dakiyosetai no ni
 [bad word] [bad word] hanarete shimau no?

kindan no kajitsu kuchi ni [bad word] kereba
chigatta mirai ga tashika ni koko ni atta no ka?

doredake gamansureba ii no ka? doredake [bad word] ii no ka?
doredake kodoku ni shizumeba ii no ka? doredake namidasureba ii?

hatenai oozora kegare wo shirazu
yasashiku yasashiku [bad word] 

konna ni mo soba ni [bad word] no ni anata ni tadoritsukenai

kisetsu wa meguri hana wo [bad word] 
kono omoi wa doko ni mukaeba ii no?

togireta kokoro wa kotae wo sagashi
itsushika namida ga [bad word] 

nandomo nandomo dakishimetai no ni
 [bad word] [bad word] hanarete shimau no?
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I'm so close to you, and yet I can't reach you

The [bad word] and the flowers bloom
Where should my feelings head towards?

Once upon a time not long ago in the lovely garden
Was a helpless reality and a transient [bad word] 

In the blank days where emotions disappeared
I just wanted you to be by my side at least

I thought you'd be the one to understand
My heart is about to break

I just want to hold you in my arms over and over
So why, why do you want to leave me?

The forbidden [bad word] 
If I had not eaten it
Would there have been a different future for us?

How much more do I have to bear?
How much more do I have to suffer?
How much more do I have to sink in solitude?
How much more do I have to shed tears?

The limitless sky knows no shame
It just pours down so nice and sweet

When I close my eyes, I see the bright colors of when I was young

I'm so close to you, and yet I can't reach you

The [bad word] and the flowers bloom
Where should my feelings head towards?

The broken heart looks for the answer
And my eyes just fill up with tears

I just want to hold you in my arms over and over
So why, why do you want to leave me?