I'm some kind of monster since I lost her

There's a trap door hidden in my heart
I fell into a lover's [bad word] deeper then I thought
I came crawling back to that motel
I don't recognize who I am tonight

I'm some kind of monster since I lost her
Now I'm wrapped in wires and starting fires
I'll burn this whole thing down
Some kind of monster how bad do I want her
I don't sleep at night I'm terrorized
There's blackness in my eyes

I'm some kind of monster
I'm some kind of monster

Everybody wanted her as a friend for fun
The time we took the nights we shook should have been enough
Now her face is carved into my head
She's a damsel I'm in such distress

I'm some kind of monster since I lost her
Now I'm wrapped in wires and starting fires
I'll burn this whole thing down
Some kind of monster how bad do I want her
I don't sleep at night I'm terrorized
There's blackness in my eyes

I'm some kind of monster
I'm some kind of monster

I used to whisper in her ear
Now I am screaming out in fear
Secrets keep me sinister but I've told her every one
So why can't she understand the creature I've [bad word] 
There's a trap door hidden in my heart
I fell into a lover's [bad word] deeper then I thought

I'm some kind of monster since I lost her
Now I'm wrapped in wires and starting fires
I'll burn this whole thing down
Some kind of monster how bad do I want her
I don't sleep at night I'm terrorized
There's blackness in my eyes

I'm some kind of monster
I'm some kind of monster

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