Holy Image of Lies

I don't believe, I think I'm falling asleep
Is this beginning or ending, am I stuck in a dream?
I don't want to know what I think, I suppose
Out of the light, and into this time of demise
And there's a cross on the hill, the holy image of lies
I've opened my mind, but this dream is still real

You don't need to worry, I'm just fine
I've just lost my mind

Tell me it's over
'Cause I don't feel a thing at all
No conscience, there's no more
Senses all have disappeared
I alright, alive tonight?
Paranoia, am I too late?
I alright, alive tonight?
Crash and fall into this night with me

Look in my eyes
Tell I'm alright
I don't know if I'm still alive
If this is goodbye
Forever's just a lie
Big enough to make you wanna try

In just one life
How can we live enough to rest in peace?
In just one life
How can we live enough to rest in peace, now?

Here as I stand, head in hand
And one hand on my heart
As I depart, it's not so hard
One to day to [bad word] a man
You have your scars
But I never thought that you would give me mine
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Sick of Everyone

While looking for the answers,
Only [bad word] to mind,
'Cause I've been lost in circles,
Which seems now for quite some time,
And I don't know how I came here,
Or even how I got this far,
All I can tell you is my fate,
Is written in the black stars,
Well, what am I supposed to do?

Bless myself, this perfect [bad word] of my own,
It's the best I've ever known,
Tell me something I don't want to know,
'Cause I can't believe it's so,
What am I supposed to do?

I've [bad word] sick of everyone now,
And I don't feel remorse for the forgotten,
And I don't care at all,
I've [bad word] sick of everyone now,
And I'm the patron voice of all the problems,
And I don't care at all.

Oh take me away,
I'm sick of everyone today,
I'm not okay, but I'm fine this way,
I need no change,
So take me away.

 [bad word] down, fell apart,
It's hard to keep together,
When you don't know where to start.

I've [bad word] sick of everyone now,
And I don't feel remorse for the forgotten,
And I don't care at all,
I've [bad word] sick of everyone now,
And I'm the patron voice of all the problems,
I'm sick of everyone!