[1997] Pain

Trapped in a nightmare called life
With no sign of exit I am gonna die 

My soul is filled with hate
Can't see through my anger
My selfconfidence has been dead for years
How can I live this life 

I've been destroyed a thousand times
Still try to stand tall
Don't know how long I can fight back
With the rope around my neck 

You get feed of my misery
Stabbing the knife deep in my back
I [bad word] and hide from myself  [bad word] schizophrenic behaviour 
 [bad word] away form myself
There's no way to escape
Don't know how long I can fight back
With the rope around my neck 

Cutting myself wide open
Release the blood
Watch the madman float away
But not knowing it's killing me 

Cutting myself wide open
Release the blood
Im slippinґ away as it's
Pumping out of my body