I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
I guess my mother never loved my dad
And now I wear it on my sleeve

My sister called me just the other day
It felt so good to hear her voice
My problem is I don't have much to say
I guess she doesn't have a choice
And I'm sorry
 [bad word] 
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone to help me
I'm begging you
To [bad word] save me from myself
Save Me from my...

My mother's always tried to change herself
She never learned to let things be
She doesn't know how bad she messed me up
Cause now she seems so fake to me
But I love her
 [bad word] 
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone to help me
I'm begging you
To [bad word] save me from myself
Save Me from myself

If you push me but I won't fall
I've been program to take it all
And shove it way down inside
Like my father
Like my father

I'm so pathetic
I can't believe
I'm just an addict
I try to be         (I never needed anyone to help me)
I'm failing at it   (I'm begging you)
Life to Me          (To [bad word] save me from myself)
Is just a habit    (Save Me from myself)

I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means